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Suga Pie Hunni Bunch.. YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU. [Jun. 4th, 2006|02:04 am]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
[Current Location |Dad's house]
[Current Mood |highhigh]
[Current Music |Buck Cherry: Crazy Bitch]

.. I haven't been on here in a good...
17,368,571,368,541,365,436,845,687 bazillion days..
How are you?

Does anyone even use this thing anymore???
I wonder if I am still on anyones friend list....

Curious...
Very curious...

Forgot how to check...

Anywho, this is for anyone who wants my attention now:
www.myspace.com/missmassacre

That's meh.. Differents pics.. Different opinions...
DIFFERENT PERSON. (peroid.)
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2005|10:05 pm]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
Hey guys..yeah it's been a while..I'm in the Delta right now..an old man that was like my grandpa just died so I wont be home for awhile. The wedding may be on hold for a while..I'm not sure

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
I'm getting married bitches!!!!

Oct. 31 2005

either Morgs. back yard or mine

8:00pm to whenever the "afterparty" ends.

EVERYONE'S INVITED!!!


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Monday, September 05, 2005
Hey
it's been awhile
nothing's been going on.
I picked up my two babies today.

Dont let them scare you

hmm..nothing to say..
Julianna has gotten so big.
I've missed her...and Morg.
I'm gonna go now.
later.


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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Well the I hate the fuckin weather....we Had to halt our tour for about a week or 2...it sucks. Sorry it took me so long to comment everyone back. well...I dont really have much to say..I'll post more later.

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Monday, August 22, 2005
Tour is so fuckin awesome....we've got a show tonight in Flordia then we're heading to NC then back to texas and other places...I'll post the dates as soon as I have time to.....thanks for the comments keep em flowin....Terry you better be treating my sissy right....Tannon I know you read this but never say anything you fucker I'm gonna get you for breakin my strings....Jace fuck you man you suck....and yeah I heard that you sucked Tim dry....I'm out later guys.

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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2005|09:39 pm]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
10 Bands/Artists you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. Snake River Conspiracy
2. Kittie
3. My Ruin
4. Scarling
5. Jack Off Jill
6. Switchblade Symphony
7. 30 Seconds To Mars
8. Dope
9. Cold
10. Pretty Girls Make Graves

9 Things you look forward to:
1. Going back to school
2. Seeing how the pictures from the photoshoot turn out
3. Listening to Dope's new album
4. My birthday
5. Going shopping for school
6. make-up..
7. Seeing my boy friend
8. The fair
9. Turning 21

8 Things you like to wear:
1. My jim Bean p.js!!
2. My A Perfect Circle Shirt
3. Make up... Lots
4. My Choker
5. My Anarchic shoes
6. My hoodies
7. My lacy undies
8. My hair dye

7 Things that anger you:
1. My hair
2. People who are cruel to animals
3. People who "know it all"
4. 80% of the people at my school
5. People who bitch about petty things such as "how little" their car/ect cost and get pissed if someone has something that cost more than theirs
6. Ass holes
7. People who pretend to give a shit about what you're feeling so that you tell them what's wrong, and they turn around and tell everybody about it..

6 Things you say most days:
1. How'bout some no
2. Don't touch my feet
3. Jesus fucking Christ
4. No
5. AND SCENE
6. That's enough of that...



5 Things you do everyday:
1. Sleep
2. Listen to music
3. Watch a movie
4. practice flag
5. Sleep more

4 People you want to spend more time with:
1. Coley
2. Brittany
3. Phyllis
4. My mom

3 Movies you could watch over and over again:
1. The Craft
2. Spit in Your Eye
3. House of 1,000 Courpses

2 Of your favorite songs at the moment:
Snake River Conspiracy: "Love Song" Cold: "Stripped Her Down"

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
I don't know really..... I have an idea..


NUMBER OF:
- Height: 5'5
- Shoe size: 7 1/2
- Hair colors: 4
- Siblings: 2

LAST:
- Movie you rented: The Nameless
- Movie you bought: Ginger Snaps
- Song you listened to: 30 Seconds to Mars: Capricorn
- Song that was stuck in your head: Something Corporate: Konstantine
- Person you've called: Coley
- Person that's called you: Coley
- Show you've watched: Mad Tv
- Person you were thinking of: ....Um..... Scooter Ward

DO:
- You have a crush on someone: Yup. He know's it..He likes back..That's why we are together
- You wish you could live somewhere else: YES
- You believe in online dating: No, it's pretty stupid, unless you've actually met the person and know for sure there's something there.
- Others find you attractive: I don't know... a few have said so, so I guess.
- You want more piercings: Oh yes.
- You like cleaning: Sometimes
- You write in cursive or print: Print - my cursive needs a lot of work, though.

FAVORITE:
- Food: Egg Rolls
- Thing to do: Listen to music
- Drinks: Cranberry Juice
- Clothes: Cheap Jeans......APC shirt
- Movies: Love Object
- Holiday: Holloween

HAVE YOU:
- Ever cried over a girl: Yes
- Ever cried over a boy: Yes
- Ever been in a fist fight: yup.
- Ever been arrested: ..

WHAT:
- Shampoo do you use: Herbel Essence (for colour treated hair with rose hips ^_^)
- Shoes do you wear: Anarchic
- Are you scared of: Losing the ones I'm close to
- Number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 2 or 3
- Number of people I consider my enemies: There's a lot of people I don't like, but there's only about one.

FAVORITE:
- Disney movie: Alice in Wonderland
- Word: no
- Nickname: Curly Q
- Eye color: Green
- Flower: Roses -

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
- Pretty: Not usually
- Funny: Sometimes
- Hot: Rarely
- Friendly: Most of the time
- Amusing: Sometimes
- Ugly: Most of the time
- Loveable: Sometimes
- Sweet: Usually
- Dorky: Almost always

DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet - Ranky
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Leather...
[ x ] Pillow cover - lepard
[ x ] Underwear - Mostly black
[ x ] Favorite shirt - APC
[ x ] Perfume/cologne - Precious Secrets
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - No Dout
[ x ] What you are wearing now - My JOJ shirt, black pants with red stitching, and my black shoes
[ x ] In my mouth -My tongue, silly
[ x ] In my head - Random songs and thoughts, and of course my wonderful little brain
[ x ] Wishing - I wasn't always so cold and that I could be with somebody...
[ x ] After this - Either sleeping or going outside for a cigarette
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Brian
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - TBM and Scarling. CD relases ^_^
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - I've never tried it.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - I suppose, but I just haven't felt it yet.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - No, I can't say that I do.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I really don't know or care.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - A kitten! Or a small cat.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarters, I guess
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2005|08:08 pm]
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[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |Ayreon: Loser]

THIS OR THAT!!

black or pink:black
skater or jock:skater
pizza or icecream:ice cream
punk or rap:punk
emo or punk:punk
taken or single:taken
guys or girls:both
happy or sad:happy
ugly or pretty:both
basketball or soccer:soccer
cheerleading or dance:dance
smart or dumb:both
drugs or alcohal:alcohOl
kissing or sex:kissing
summer or winter:winter
sleep or awake:sleep
day or night:night
best friend or boy friend/girl friend:both
crazy or layed back:both
funny or serious:both
nice or mean:nice
crying or laughing:laughing
pool or beach:pool
fast or slow:both
hot or cold:cold
holding hands or hugging:both!
cats or dogs:both
my chemical romance or matchbook romance:my chemical romance
lies or love:love

THE PERFECT GUY!!

hair color:I don't care as long as it's LONG!
height:Taller than me
weight:...Who cares.
skater, jock, stoner, ect: skater
stregenth: As long as he can prtect me I don't care.
attitude: has to have a good atttitude
looks: I like cute-es!
Yes or No
smoker: It's his lungs
drinker:It's his liver
stoner: It's his brain but, I perfer him not to be.
nice:yes
romantic:yes
bad boy: not really
religious: Depends
smart: Yeah
glasses: I don't care.
pay for dinner: it would be nice..
walk u to ur door:yea
THIS OR THAT
funny or serious: both
wild or layed back: both
player or not: not
quiet or loud: both
honest or trustworthy: ...that's the same thing.
tells u the truth or tells you whatever makes u happy: Both
intelligent or not so bright: Intelligent
athletic or artist: artist
writes poems or read sport magazines: POEMS!
night out or stay home and watch movies: both
kissing or sex: kissing

HAVE YOU EVER......

( ) snuck out of the house: yea
( ) gotten lost in your city: humm no
( ) saw a shooting star: yea
( ) been to any other countries besides the united states: no
( ) had a serious surgery (Or will): i dont know
( ) gone out in public in your pajamas: yea all the time
( ) kissed a stranger: ..no
( ) hugged a stranger: yeap
( ) been in a fist fight: yes
( ) been arrested: ..no comment.
( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose: yeap
( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator: Oh yes.
( ) swore at your parents: yeap
( ) been in love: I like to think so.
( ) been to a casino: well i been to one but i played around in the arcade
( ) been skydiving: no
( ) broken a bone" almost
( ) skinny-dipped: YES!
( ) skipped school: yeap
( ) flashed someone: yeap
( ) saw a therapist: nope
( ) played spin the bottle: yeap
( ) gotten stitches" nope
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour: haha no
( ) bitten someone: yea
( ) been to Niagara Falls: no
( ) gotten the chicken pox: yea
( ) kissed a member of the opposite sex: yea
( ) kissed a member of the same sex: Heck yes!
( ) crashed into a friend's car: nope
( ) been to Japan: no
( ) ridden in a taxi: no
( ) been dumped: yes
( ) been fired: no
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex: kinda
( ) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back: sadly yes
( ) gone on a blind date: no
( ) lied to a friend--only to keep them from getting hurt: yea
( ) had a crush on a teacher : no
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans: no
( ) been to Europe: no
( ) slept with a co-worker: no
( ) been married: no
( ) gotten divorced: no
( ) had children: no
( ) seen someone die:no
( ) had a close friend die: yea
( ) been to Africa: no
( )Driven over 400 miles in one day: yes
( ) Been to Canada: no
( )Been to Mexico: umm i dunno
( ) Been on a plane: no
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show: not yet!
( ) Thrown up in a bar: no
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire: haha yea
( ) Eaten Sushi: yea
( ) Been skiing/snowboarding: yea
( ) Met someone in person from the internet: yea
( ) lost a child: no
( ) gone to college: no
( ) graduated college: no
( ) done hard drugs: yes?
( ) tried killing yourself: ..
( ) fired a gun: yea
( ) purposely hurt yourself: yeap
( ) taken painkillers: I do that all the time
( ) love someone or miss someone right now: no
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2005|11:54 am]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
[Current Mood |crushedDamn Quizzes]
[Current Music |The School Of Rock]

You scored as Wrath.

</td>

Wrath

81%

Sloth

63%

Lust

44%

Pride

31%

Envy

25%

Gluttony

19%

Greed

0%

Seven deadly sins
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You scored as The Femme Fatale. You're carefree, dark and adventurous...and slightly fatale to the heart.

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The Femme Fatale

75%

The Student Dyke

70%

The Sprightly Elfin Femme

65%

The Little-Boy Dyke

60%

The Stud

55%

The Quasi-Gothic Femme

55%

The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke

50%

The Pretty-Boi Dyke

30%

The Surprise! Dyke

30%

The Granola Dyke

20%

The Bohemian Dyke

20%

The Magic Earring Ken Dyke

15%

The Hipster Dyke

0%

What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
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You scored as Gir. WOO! Youre the idiot dog brained side kick, GIR! You love just existing and doing fun stuff!

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Gir

100%

Gaz

83%

The Allmighty Tallest

33%

Ms. Bitters

33%

Dib

17%

Zim

0%

Professor Membrane

0%

Which Invader Zim Charecter are You?
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You scored as A Too Astral Faerie. This is a common obsession for faeries, its the equivalent of 'prep' in human soceity. But instead of loving hair, clothes shoes etc, they admire stars, skies and nebulae. Well done, your a fashionable for a faerie lol. Mystic!


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</td>

A Too Astral Faerie

95%

A Too Sweet Faerie

95%

A Too Depressed Faerie

90%

A Too Kinky Faerie

75%

A Too Sporty Faerie

70%

A Too Serious Faerie

70%

A Too Lazy Faerie

65%

A Too Silly Faerie

45%

A Too Evil Faerie

5%

Which Dysfunctional Faerie are You?
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Chelsea
2) Sweets
3) Little Evil

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) xxx_rag_doll_xxx
2) x_lil_miss_scare_all_x
3) perfectly_flawed143

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) My eyes
2) My legs
3) (sometimes) My hair

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) My boobs (too big)
2) My nose
3) Feet (but, I hate feet in general so...yeah)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1) Irish
2) Scottish
3) drug pusher


THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) Being Alone
2) regret
3) ...spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) Make up
2) clothes
3) drinlable liquid.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) Boxers
2) Tank top
3) needed undergarmets.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1) Tairrie B.
2) Talena Atfield
3) Otep Shamaya

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1) My Ruin - Burn The Witch
2) Kittie - Do YOu Think I'm a Whore?
3) Blondie - Heart of Glass

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1) Love
2) Trust
3) **For him to never stop suprising me**

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1) All my friends and I are prostitutes on Main Street.
2) I sleep with stuffed animals
3) i first saw ot when I was about 5 years old.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) Taller than me
2) Beautiful eyes
3) ...Pwetty hair!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) drawing
2) talking to homies
3) listening to music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) To be with a certain someone
2) To know he feels the same
3) Go to Liberty Land for a full week with Brittany...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1) Tattoo Artist
2) Anosteasiologist
3) Colorguard Cordinator

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Romania
2) New Orleans
3) Russia

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1) Gage
2) Darian
3) Autumn

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) get married
2) have kids
3) be in two places at once

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) I kiss girls
2) I listen to heavy metal
3) I can play an instrument

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) I wear make up
2) I cry when i watch the notebook
3) I wear alot of "jewelry"

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1) Brandon Lee
2) Peter Steele
3) Ryan McCombs
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My tarot card! [Jun. 6th, 2005|05:01 pm]
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[Current Mood |confusedconfused]
[Current Music |My Ruin: Made TO Measure]

Ohhhhhhh!!!! Looky looky loooooooky!!!!



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The Girl Just Sits And Stares..
Divinatory Meanings: This card signifies the ugly part of the lie of beauty. Like looking into your lovers eyes, and not knowing who they are anymore. It show some animal like tendencies, such as loss of control.
Reversed: Alliances, Affinity, Consanguinity, Ancestry, Return, False Projects
Astrological Sign: Virgo, Leo and Cancer


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AYREON [Jun. 2nd, 2005|05:16 pm]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
[Current Mood |curiouscurious]
[Current Music |Ayreon: Loser]

16. Day Sixteen: Loser

[Father] Look at you, lying there, defenceless and alone
See I am no fool, I always knew you wouldn't make it on your own

Cos you're just like your mother, well, where is she now?
You'll end up like her soon, 6 feet under ground, loser!

I came here to watch you bleed, oh how I love to gloat
If you had any balls at all, you'd grab me by the throat
You don't even look like me, ha! Not even close!
You're an aberration, some freak...I suppose, loser!

I had my fun, I'm going back to the place I don't call home
There's no one there who waits for me, but you won't hear me moan
My ex-wives all sue me, and with half my kids in jail
I'll still come out laughing, coz me? I never fail, loser!

[Rage] NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER!
You're shooting it from afar, go tell it in a bar
You're shooting it from afar my father!
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Abash The Devil Stood... [May. 28th, 2005|03:26 pm]
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[Current Mood |crazycrazy]
[Current Music |Type O Negative: Black No. 1]

Okay kiddies... Time for yet another pointless update...

Today has been odd...... I woke up this morning and me and my mom kinda got into a fight because she knows I am cutting down on my sleep. She said that I'm looking faint and I have lost alot of weight in the past 3 days. But, I feel better. Besides you miss too much while you are sleeping. So,no. Talked on the phone with Josh, Skyler and Malone until 6 o'clock in the morning again. That makes 4 days. Those guys are great!!! I love them to death! *You guys rock* Well, a few days ago Brittany spent the night. We did yoga.... Bad Idea.....Went swimming at midnight in 65 degree weather...Bad Idea. And we made a blow torch out of Lysol, Perfume and a lighter....Slightly bad idea... I burnt my thumb and she burnt everyting else. After she went home I went to the mall to hang out with Sky, Malone, Joel and josh! Very fun!!! I got to ride the Carasell with Skyler and Malone. Josh walked me and my mom to our car *thanxxx dude* he is really nice to me now. Well that's about all I have for today!!! here is some shout outs:

Brittany: "Oh my God chelsea you caught your thumb on fire!" "Brittany put you hand out!!!" Love you sessy!!!!!!!

Skyler: Uh-Oh!!!! Mommy caught me! Yeah, next time you see my mom act like you do around your own mom. I promise she will love you....She loves Malone.

Malone: You got to talk to me until 6 o'clock this morning...How does that make you feel??? Momy says hey. And I love you!! See you later Daddy!

Josh: thanxxx for walking me and mommy to the car. Sorry I left you at the mall all alone! Don't be sad! Don't be sad!!!

Joel: ...Put down the guitar and walk away with out singing.....Now.

Dor: hey Punkerella!!! I miss you sweet cheeks!!! Love love

Seth: okay you gave me a shout-out so here is yours! Take care and tell Mali I love her!!!

Okay...I don't think I forgot anyone else....If I did do the usual..Leave a comment and I will give you one in the next entry! Love love.

And now to leave you with the lyrics of the song I am listening to right now....

The Unforgiven II

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are you're eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....

Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you.... (So I dub thee unforgiven....)

Oh, what I've felt....
Oh, what I've known....

I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you're unforgiven too....

Never free....
Never me....
'Cause you're unforgiven too....



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Okay yesterday I had this long sad thing but, now I'll replace it with a little something i heard from Dor..

" SUCK MY LEFT ONE.."
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(no subject) [May. 23rd, 2005|11:08 pm]
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[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Kittie: DO You Think I'm A Whore?]

*LIKE YOU'RE NOT EVEN THERE*

Isn't it sad...
When you love someone so much..
You would do anything to see them again.
Anything for them to call you their friend...
Anything for them to call you at all.

You would give it all away...
For them to tell you...
You light up their day...

You would do anything...
To pass them in the hall...
For them to smile at you...
You feel so lifeless you almost fall.

But then you come to realize...
It doesn't matter about his
gorgeous hazel eyes...
He just doesn't like you.

He hardly knows you...
Nor does he care.
He doesn't see you...
When you wave or stare.

He seems to see right through you...
And hardly looks at you.
And you feel frozen and forgotten...
Like you're not even there.
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2005|09:36 pm]
*The.Doll.Is.Dead*
[Current Mood |giddyGiggity giggity giggity!!]
[Current Music |DOPE: Bitch]

For you guys who don't know.. And want to kow.. This is what i look like...













Love ya guys!
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